I Have to Stop Now

Halfway HomeI have to start treating this like an obsession, something that's broken in my head. It's not about a person who can be persuaded to care for me, it's a behavioral pattern I have to be persuaded to give up.

I have to be honest with myself about how much it'll hurt and then do it anyway.

Date: Fri, 27 May 2011 09:48:08 -0700
Subject: Can we be IM friends again?
From: [Kagero]
To: [Frank]

Can we be IM friends again?

I have no demands as it would be ungainly. The loneliness is getting to me.

If you're leaning toward yes, take some time to think about it. I haven't changed. I am unlikely to be able to remain demure and demand-less (presuming you don't enjoy antagonism.)

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