have you ever shown your cut wrists
to a blue eyed boy with blond hair dyed black?
what do you want me to do?
shrug your hands still stained with black
into your pockets and think
I'm so stupid, stupid, stupid
Have you ever told someone that you don't want to
stupidly chase after them for a meeting
they won't say no to but are way too busy for?
how is that my problem?
did your mum ever say you always loved your dad more
but when you invite her for Christmas
she has 4 reasons to say no?
did you ever foolishly think
that maybe it wasn't you?
stupid, stupid, stupid